Little Bratty Girl is Asking For It

I need a really, really, really, long hard spanking, I want to cry and kick and scream. Last night I had a really nice sweet spanking. My Daddy was sooooo tired he didn't even want to spank me. I'm beginning to think that I have to make him mad to get spanked. I know I'm pouting but I can't help it. He did finally tell me lie over his lap and I tried to resist but couldn't. He spanked and spanked me and I cried and cried even though it wasn't as hard as he usually spanks me when he's mad. It felt so good to be able to cry and let go with him. He spanked me over his lap a while then told me to lay across this pillow on the bed and he spanked me with his belt for a while.... every painful strike against my bottom felt sooo good. I felt like I could release all my frustrations. While he was spanking me I kept thinking of all the stressors in my life like my job and how good it felt to be helpless and how short the time is before I have to be a responsible single parent again with high stress job, mouths to feed and bills to pay. I don't think my Daddy has any clue as to how much he helps me. Well obviously, I didn't get enough of a release last night, because I feel terribly naughty and really wish some nice kind gentleman would take me over his knee and set me straight. Hopefully my Daddy, but I don't know anymore.