Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Birthday spanking
Thinking that soon ill get a lovely birthday spanking....And birthday spankings for spankos are just so special aren't they? I'm wondering about the origin of the birthday spanking ritual, ill have to google that. I think it should definitely be an experience to remember.
Monday, June 12, 2006
How I told my boyfriend that I wanted to be spanked
Well it was about a year ago around the time of my 33rd birthday for the past several months it seemed like he had been making spanking references and innuendos but I would always be so shy. I tried not to let him know I was secretly dying for him to spank me. I still haven't fully determined if my boyfriend is a true spanko or just a really thoughtful guy doing it just for me, cause he thinks I like it. Because I was trying to suppress it, the urge to get spanked grew even stronger until one night while we slept I dreamt of being spanked by a belt. In the morning we started to have sex, and I just couldn't take it anymore and I said "spank me"...and he said what?....so I said it again "spank me".... so he said okay and pulled me over his lap and really spanked with finesse for a first time spanker. My first reaction was actually to be mad for some reason... I really felt the power exchange and I think he did too. A few minutes later after we had gotten up I realized a little place on my bottom was sore and it felt so good. it was funny we both just looked at each other and smiled and laughed a little and things felt different and new. Well from then on I kind of had to let him know how much I liked it....when it was my birthday I asked for 33 spankings.....and he happily obliged. So now he knows how much I like it... need it... love it.....
Saturday, June 10, 2006
last nights spanky fun
I guess my boyfriend does understand what i need sometimes...... i have to be spanked atleast once a week or i feel my self getting all overwhelmed.... Last night he made me stand to take my spanking. We had never done it like that before..... It was really hard to stand still and i was so shy i just covered my face with my hands.... He put his hand down the front of my panties so everytime he spanked me it would push me forward just enough for his hand to be on my clitty... ooohh it was really stinging... he seems to be able to let loose a little and spank me as hard as i need..... he really likes to turn me around and lower me in front of him to suck him and i love feeling so submissive. ...then he tells me stand up again......he made me pull down my panties. More spanking each time building up to where i cant hardly take it anymore and i start to whimper.....He tied my hands together behind my back and bent me over the bed.... i couldnt move or anything.....just my bottom sticking up in the air waiting to be punished.... suddenly he gets down on his knees behind me and kisses me all over my pussy and ass... it felt like he was happy to have me to play with...he likes to pull my cheecks apart and rub my asshole and pussy.....i get so embarrassed.... in a good way.....oh and i was actually brave and gave him this brush to try it felt so good on top of the other sensations and it stung like crazy....
havent tried anything except his hand and this little wooden thing....
oh and he told me i was a good girl.... i slept like a baby last night.
havent tried anything except his hand and this little wooden thing....
oh and he told me i was a good girl.... i slept like a baby last night.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
release spanking
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Spanking and More
Foreplay for us is spanking. After spanking me a little while, he asks " why are you so wet honey?"in that silly way...And I love that...Makes me smile....Last night he was laying on his back and pulled me on top of him only I was on my back too. My head was tilted back slightly past his shoulders and he was caressing my neck and chest pinching my nipples... Pulling down the straps of my nightie.. and pushing my hands down to my pussy so I could play with myself. ..panties are pulled down... then ky warming liquid...I love that stuff... then im sliding around...rubbing my ass all over him it slips in my pussy and we stay like that til I melt.. ...then it starts to slip in my ass... He tells me to pull up my legs and he starts spanking me in that position, really hard and stingy....He spanks me til I almost cant take it anymore , then pushes himself up in me some more.
I must have been really loud enough for the neighbors to hear...his hands press down harder on me as it gets more intense and his dick goes deeper inside of my ass...his hands came up to my neck and I felt so vunerable impaled on him, I was all splayed out....I remember him asking if I was okay...and I said yes and that I was about to come he said I can feel you.... and we both came pretty intensely....He held on to me tightly afterward, and again asked if I was okay, he really is a sensitive lover. What was really neat was how I felt afterward, really relaxed and my ass felt great.
Monday, May 29, 2006
I was a bad girl today
Me and J have been fighting lately and I'm hormonal.....I really pushed him today...And of course he was as stubborn as ever. I flashed him my tits when he came over and then he asked to see my ass...So I shyly pulled down my pants and let him see. He told me to go get a skirt on so I did. We were outside on my deck and we had sex while I was holding on to a trapeze bar. I loved how he would tell me to pull down my panties....We also did it with me straddling him on a chair ...It was thrilling cause of the possibility of getting caught. I also found myself laying across his lap getting a spanking....I wanted more of a stress relief spanking but the noise was an issue, but it still felt so nice. We're getting more into roleplay and I like that...I told him I really wanted him to pull down my panties but I wanted to resist a little and have him make me pull them down...And he happily obliged by spanking me til I did.....
Monday, May 22, 2006
my spanko boyfriend
Well J seems to like spanking me...Still I wonder does he do it just for me?...Or does he get something out of it.... Either way its really cool...And he does have spanker finesse. He can be really creative. Just when I thought he was done, he wasn't...I liked not knowing...And also that he did it for a really long time...
Friday, May 12, 2006
so i got that spanking
My boyfriend gave me a really delightful spanking. I actually bravely asked him to. "He told me to assume the position"....it was over his knee... yum.....he really took his time and gave me a wonderful experience.....it got really intense at times.....he then blindfolded me, i felt really surrendered and in another headspace.....it was exactly what i needed....sigh....
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
The perfect spanking
......Well first there's the whole anticipation factor....I would like it if my lover teased me about it for a while first, like maybe earlier in the day...It gives me the best butterflies just thinking about it.... Its kind of embarrassing and yet it makes me giggle and smile..... My favorite way is over the knee, its more intimate, ....I love the stinginess ....I want to be pushed even closer to my limits.....I want to squirm and resist.... I like it when he holds my arms .....And I love it when he checks in with me every so often sweetly.....I like to feel like every ounce of stress/naughtiness/contrariness is spanked out of me....And I just love it when my pussy gets all wet......I even like my pussy spanked.......My lovers words are also so incredibly erotic for me....Good girl, bad girl... Anything.......Sigh....
Monday, April 24, 2006
need spanked
Monday, April 17, 2006
Sexy School Girl Fantasy
Was it my Catholic School years?
Is it a yearning to be young and innocent again?
Is it because its naughty and bad ?
Maybe a love of plaid?
A yearning for an older male authority figure?
Maybe just cause its so fun to be a silly girl, since its a far cry from my real life.
I never really had much of a childhood or adolescence, so it fun to pretend.
Well anyhow I just love this little role play and so does my lover man. Sometimes I would like to be a sweet innocent schoolgirl who gets convinced to do some naughty things. Other times I want to be a bad little school girl and be all seductive to my older lover. Of course I like a little spanking to be a part of it too. It is funny how just feeling a little shy/silly/embarrassed and vunerable can be soo yummy. Maybe it just that I would like to relive some experiences I have had with my current lover, because he's so much better than all the other guys in my past. Also I think Catholic School just makes people kinkier. The whole sexuality as a sin thing. What a delicious sin though.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
100 Sexy Facts about Me
1. i love sex
2. i love sweet sex
3. i love kinky sex
4. i love it when my lover spanks me
5. i lost my virginity at 16
6. i have always been a very sexual person
7. i made myself self cum for the first time at age 7
8. i love for my wrists to be held down or tied up
9. my neck is extremely sentive and i swoon when ever it gets kissed and nuzzled
10. i like feeling like a naughty girl
11. i have been in a threesome
12. i have had several lesbian encounters
13. i love to suck my boyfriends dick
14. i love my boyfriends penis, its the best
15. i am a little masochistic
16. i sometimes get all shy
17. im into sexual roleplaying
18. i love it when my lover tells me im a good girl and a naughty girl too
19. i get wet very easily
20. i like to try anything atleast once
21. i analyse my sexual desires
22. i like sexy lingerie and want more
23. just when i think that ive explored everything sexually, i havent.
24. i love morning sex
25. sometimes i get turned on by things that i wish didnt
26. im glad i live in an era where i can have sexual freedom
27. i like to feel exposed
28. i love having my nipples pinched.
29. i love it when my boyfriend puts his hand over my mouth when im being too loud
30. i can be very vocal during sex
31. i like being double penetrated
32. i fantasise about being triply penetrated
33. i have an active fantasy life
34. i prefer psyically and emotionaly strong men
35. i haveto have atlest 3 orgasms for me to be satisfied
36. i am highly orgasmic
37. i love having sex in the outdoors
36. i have fallen in love with some of my best girlfriends
37. i like to be told what to do by my boyfriend only in bed though lol
38. i like to be bitten especially on my neck
39. i love to masturbate
40. i consume sex blogs
41. i love to know what other folks are doing
42. have just now come to accept my sexuality
43. i can tell my boyfriend what i want most of the time
44. sometimes i cry after sex because it is such a release i cant help it
45. i like feeling vunerable
46. sex keeps getting better the older i get
47. sometimes i get turned on by non sexy things like science
48. i have had lots of phone sex when i was a teenager
49. i was a wild girl
50. i have been only able to reveal my sweet side with my current boyfriend
51. i am curious about what turns people on
52. i have sex with another couple in the room also having sex
53. i love my pussy she gives me soo much pleasure
54. i read blogs about D/d and D/s bondage even though im not really into that scene
55. i think i look very sweet and innocent
56. i have had 11 lovers
57. i love ky warming liquid
58. to be continued.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Monday, February 20, 2006
sweetness
After me taking a bath and J taking a shower......and watching tv J starts spanking me how he usually does and this makes me giggle a little so i hide my face..... he kisses my neck in a silly way and i like it...i have on cute blue sheer panties....he pulls me on top of him.....he pulls down the top part of my pink babydoll night gown exposing my breasts i look down at them and i kind of think they look cute and i like how he pinches my nipples......i love being on top of him....i bury my face in his neck while he spanks me ...he is really getting good at the finer nuances of spanking .....it was really stinging alot and i couldnt keep still for very long....i just had to reach back and protect myself a little even though i loved it all the same .....i just found it so erotic when he held my wrist ...he hadnt done that before...... then when i was stradiling him i kept pushing myself out of his reach and he said something like you better come back up here or it will just be even more harder.......i loved this.....just thinking about makes me all butterflys inside...it is strange how i can want him to do this to me ...i was actually thinking that while he was spanking me .......why do i like this?....but then i just was like well i dont want him to stop ...and then i guess everything was more blurry and all i could think about was how my butt was feeling....my panties were soaked....i was so turned on i just wanted him inside so badly but he just kept on spanking me til i was throughly spanked.....he does such a good job....i liked the way he would sweetly check in with me every so often to make sure i was okay and rub the nape of my neck.....hes soo sweet.....anyways im realizing how i dont rememeber everything in a linear way.......i just know that i went to sleep a happy girl with spanking thoughts in my dreams....sat no sex in the morning cause he was feeling bad...i really wanted to cause morning sex has a whole different feel to it.....i like waking up and having his penis nestled in between my ass cheeks... the way he used to rub it on me while we were both in a dreamy state and how he would wet it a little with spit and it would still be kind of soft when he would put it in me from behind but then in a few it would so hard and feel so good ...i like morning sex causue its more of a kind of lazy sex .....oooooh got off on a different train of thought now....sat night was very similar to friday night bath shower tv spanking....except my ass had just been spanked the night before....and he really totally teased me like crazy....he would use the whole anticipation thing...telling exactly where he was going to spank next and he chose all the most delicious spots......they were the exact spots i would have picked......i swoon.... oh and he said do you want to feel me come?.......so he placed my hand on him while he was moving inside of me......it felt so great when he came i loved it i felt like i knew my lover more.....
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Too Much Sexiness
Am feeling reallyreallyreally sexy today...all day at work my thoughts drift toward whatever im fantasisisng about at the moment.....I really feel like a cat in heat .... i want to rub myself up against something.....hopefully soon my boyfriend....i would just really like to climb onto his lap when i see him (wearing a dress or a skirt of course) and kiss his neck a little and start rubbing my little self against him, teasing him....I miss him so much..its like my body needs him..... i love everything he does for me sooo much.......he is so masculine to my feminine.....he does the best things with me....and he feels the best......sigh......
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Passion
i want to feel like im irresistable like he has to have me.....i want to be devoured and fed upon.....i want too many kisses all over my neck til i swoon with delight......i want my wrists kissed and fingers sucked.....i want him to run his hands all over my body and tell me sweet things.......i want him him to penetrate me with his fingers...and tease my clitty......i want his mouth on my pussy kissing her and licking her and sucking on her.....
Monday, January 23, 2006
Spanking, more spanking and still more spanking
Wow ...had a lovely weekend with J, lets see i had on these baby pink ruffled panties i felt like a complete little dessert in them.....they were kind of tight so they made me all the more hot and "bothered" .......J gave me a nice spanking on friday in them..... it was really yummy he is getting soooo good at that lately, in fact almost too good, it seemed as if i was in a constantly aroused state the whole weekend! i actually had to try and control myself ...it was like i had these little tinglies all over my little puss puss.....latley our newest fav. position is me on top....i used to not really be into that position but now with J its a different story....i somehow am able to really get my clit stimulated in just the right way, and im on the verge of orgasm the whole time...... when i finally do come, its very intense...i like being so close to him and i love it when he puts his hands on my waist and pushes me down further on him. On saturday more spanking! which i really was secretly hopeing for........this time it was much harder and stung alot and it was almost too much...i loved it ......everything was soo passionate and intense..... could feel myself drifting in other spaces..it got to be really intense and he really pushed my limits......i just buried my head in his shoulders and tried to not wiggle so much and he just spanked harder and harder. On sunday you guessed it more spanking!....by the time the weekend was over i felt thoughly released and wonderful......i think i really needed all that spanking, cause i felt better about everything, maybe its those endorphins and just having J hold me and love me and care for me...im very lucky, i hope i gave him as much pleasure as he gave me... i love it that i can be myself ......i wonder whats the proper way to thank a guy for spanking you?.....i think it must be giving him head...at least i think thats what my J would say.....
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
My Pretty Panty Obsession
hummmmm lets see when this all started...ive always loved girlie things but fairly recently me and my boyfriend have discovered the wonderful world of panties....i love all kinds; girlie, retro frilly, slutty,innocent cotton ....i really like the fact that i can change my personality a little depending on which panties i have on or off or partly off and on........this invites a little role play in to the equation which im a natural at since im kind of multiplicious anyway..... my most recent panty purchase are these darling little cute frilly pink skirted thongs with a cute little bow on my ass and a little key hole opening....they are fabulous sex pot panties.....
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