I Want to Cry

I'm madly in love and living with a man that just doesn't want to spank me. I'm devastated. What do I do? It's something I NEED in my life even once in a while but everytime there is an excuse not to spank me. It is possible to spank quietly, but this man isn't even willing to learn. I love him so much I want to be with him forever. I guess I'm going to have to convince him to let another man spank me non sexually. My new guy S has no idea how important this is to me. I have a friend that is totally into spanking and has an open relationship with his girlfriend and offers to spank me all the time and he is the best spanker cause he truly gets it. Why wouldn't a guy want to please his woman? I please him in all kinds of ways. I tell him all the time how much it means to me but I guess he has some kind of hang up. I am no longer going to do things I don't want to do. Makes me mad to think how much I have done just to please him that I wasn't really into. I thought when you love someone you want to make them happy. He is perfect in every way but no spankings for this naughty girl. What do I do?

New Sexual Favorite....Cunnilingus

This blog is full of boyfriends and my different sex lives with them. First there is J the original inspiration.  There is T/Daddy at times, a true fetishist. There is another J, who was the sweetest most thoughtful boyfriend ever.  Then recently N. These are my last 3.5 bf's.

    N is 8 and half years younger than me and beautiful.  N is the best at doing things to my pussy with his mouth. No other guy has come close once.  I think last night he made my come with his mouth like 10 times.  He does all these incredible things.  He really takes his time, and somehow knows my body and what it needs. I love it when he bites my thighs and teases me with the slightest touches.  Did I mention how incredible the orgasms were?  Waves of bliss just wash over and over me.  He told me he was so good because he could read my body and tell.  I can't not have orgasm after orgasm. He makes me delirious.     

36 Spankings

Its my birthday today and I woke up to some wonderful presents from my daughter, and many sweet emails from my boyfriend. Tonight I'm going out to dinner and getting more presents and 36 special birthday spankings from my sweetie.

Dinner and a Spanking

My boyfriend and I went to a really cool Argentinian restaurant last Friday. He told me he was going to spank me when we got home and that made me have all these wonderful little butterflies in my belly. The dinner was fabulous, I felt fabulous in my little black dress and matching polka dot and lace panties. When we got home he carried me into my bedroom and layed me on the bed and started kissing me passionately and deeply, he tells me to open my mouth more and he totally explores everywhere with his tongue. I turn my head so he has to kiss my neck. I have a special spot there that makes me swoon if kissed there. I'm feeling really playful and extra naughty because we have been bickering for the last few days, so I play hard to kiss. This makes him want to kiss me even more, so I try and move away from him and he of course tries to stop me. I am no match for him, but I'm little and fast so its challenging for him to say the least. He pins me down by my wrists and forces a kiss on me before flipping me over his knee and pulling up my dress. I try my best to stop him even though I secretly love it. He really thinks my panties are sexy and he waits before pulling them down. I keep trying to get away and he pins my right arm behind my back and I'm helpless, just kicking and wiggling my bottom, enticing him. He finally tells me how naughty I've been and that he has to spank me as his boyfriendly duty. This always makes me giggle and smile, but he is all serious now and smacks my bottom really hard making me yelp and leaving a big pink hand print on my butt. Ouch! he pulls down my panties to my knees, then relentlessly spanks each cheek over and over, his hands are so big they cover my whole butt and my butt is really stinging now. I say please please please and cannot hardly speak. He reaches his hand down between my legs and notices how wet the spanking has made me and tickles my clitty with his fingers trying to make me come and then I do. Yummy..... We then have wonderful sex every which way and I get more spankings and then more sex. I'm a lucky girl.

Last Night

Last night my boyfriend decided he was going to spank me until I said "Please Stop", but he did not tell me this, and my poor little bottom received a really, really hard spanking. When I told him that his hands were too hard, more hard than any wooden implement, he said that he was only giving me a medium spanking. I said really? I cannot imagine what a hard spanking must be like. He then proceeded to demonstrate what a hard spanking was. As I lay there with my face buried in the pillows, I suddenly wondered why I liked being spanked in the first place. He only gave me a couple of spanks on each cheek, but they were the hardest I have ever felt. I suddenly felt just how strong he was and how I was totally at his mercy. He had me pinned down on my legs and made it impossible for me to move my hands. I'm a petite 110lbs 5'3 and he is 6'3 and super strong. We had fabulous sex in between the spankings and I felt completely exhausted. I think I must have had at least 8 orgasms. I can't wait until tonight, I already need spanked more.

This is me right now. I'm in a state of bliss. I've had so much spanking and lovemaking its wonderful. My boyfriend does all the little things that I had always wished other guys would do. I feel different about him than I have any other boyfriend. Yesterday I was spanked for playing hard to kiss.

Yummy Spanking

I'm not sure sometimes how to let my boyfriend know I need to be spanked. Its not something I can ask for. So last night as I wiggled around sticking my ass up in the air and posing seductively, trying to tease him and entice him into a spanking , I finally just said something and that he would just have to read my mind and just know. He said he would just have to start inventing reasons to spank me and was very sweet about the whole thing. He decided to spank me for doubting him the other day. I even got the yummiest little lecture ever. He made me look him in the eye, I was so shy. Then he pulled me over his lap and spanked me hard, too hard. I kept reaching around with my free hand trying to stop the assault on my poor bottom. He just gently kept moving my hand to my side and kept it there. I tried to comply, but eventually tried to break free, but he made sure that I got the spanking I had asked for. I finally submitted and told him I would not doubt him anymore. Then we had really really great sex. I want another spanking today.

Being Spanked and Spoiled

OOOOh.... I got a spanking twice yesterday and one this morning and many many compliments on my fabulous collection of panties and petite curvey body. ...sigh.....My bottom is really sore this morning, my boyfriend has the strongest hands. He has never spanked anyone before, but he's really really good at it. I think he really likes it, which is great for me because I need it sometimes. (all the time). He is also a really creative lover and can last hours. He is totally spoiling me and I'm totally loving it.

A Good Girl Spanking

Yesterday I got a spanking for being such a good girl and also one for doubting that I ever wasn't a good girl and a little lecture with each spank that I was a good woman, a good girl, a good mother and a good sweetheart and that I should remember this. This is something I do actually forget sometimes, so it will be totally wonderful to be reminded in such a sweet way.

The Best Spankers

I made a lovely and interesting discovery last night while laying across the lap of a very tall and very enamoured with me gentleman. Percussionists make the best spankers. He has really big strong hands and they sting more than any implement I have had used on my bottom. He is really tall at 6'3 and likes to pick me up alot. He only spanks me when when I've been a really good girl though...sigh....I have been really good. He almost spanks too hard which is also good. He tells me how pretty I am all the time and is the sweetest. He is very romantic and occasionally he seems to be able to read my mind also. I think I have butterflies in my tummy.

Little Bratty Girl is Asking For It

I need a really, really, really, long hard spanking, I want to cry and kick and scream. Last night I had a really nice sweet spanking. My Daddy was sooooo tired he didn't even want to spank me. I'm beginning to think that I have to make him mad to get spanked. I know I'm pouting but I can't help it. He did finally tell me lie over his lap and I tried to resist but couldn't. He spanked and spanked me and I cried and cried even though it wasn't as hard as he usually spanks me when he's mad. It felt so good to be able to cry and let go with him. He spanked me over his lap a while then told me to lay across this pillow on the bed and he spanked me with his belt for a while.... every painful strike against my bottom felt sooo good. I felt like I could release all my frustrations. While he was spanking me I kept thinking of all the stressors in my life like my job and how good it felt to be helpless and how short the time is before I have to be a responsible single parent again with high stress job, mouths to feed and bills to pay. I don't think my Daddy has any clue as to how much he helps me. Well obviously, I didn't get enough of a release last night, because I feel terribly naughty and really wish some nice kind gentleman would take me over his knee and set me straight. Hopefully my Daddy, but I don't know anymore.

why does my bottom hurt today?

....because I was spanked and spanked and switched last night. Daddy came over as usual and even though I have been really good lately, I was spanked and switched and made to watch in the mirror. He also took my temperature just to make sure I didn't have a fever since I wasn't feeling well. He brought me strawberry ice cream too. I felt much better when he was all done, especially after all the kisses and him holding me on his lap for a long time.

Do I Feel Hot to You?

I feel absolutely feverish. I think need my temperature taken.

Work Place Spanking

I don't the artist, but the title is Work Place Spanking. This is dedicated to all my readers that are at work right now, you know who you are.

I Heart Imaginative Men

My very attentive lover came over last night and brought a bunch of toys. I'm wearing pink panties and a little pink heart shirt that were from him. He brought a ruler, a paddle, and some hot arnica balm. First he has me lie across his lap and just looks at my bottom and rubs it and caresses it for a long time. I can see in the mirror how much he likes doing this. I love being over his lap. He rubs this hot arnica, which is like tiger balm for spankos, all over my butt and then he put some on his finger and puts some in my ass. It was really hot and stinging, but felt good in a very bad girl kind of way. First, he spanked me with his hands, then he spanked me with a ruler. Next, he props up some pillows and tells me to lie over them, and I do. My ass was way up in the air all exposed. I was expecting him to spank me, but he had other plans. And my pussy really enjoyed his cock. It felt good because my ass was all tingly with that hot arnica. Then, I lied down on my bed. He gets out the paddle, and I hide my face. He presses down on the small of my back so I don't wiggle as much and totally strikes me with the paddle hard! ...Over and over and over. I don't understand why he keeps hitting the same spots over and over, and I keep trying to move my butt, but it's futile. He puts his hand out so I can hold it and it makes it a little better. We do this several times and then have yummy sex again. Afterward, I look in the mirror, and I have perfect circles on each butt cheek. They were cute. Now, I realize why he kept hitting the same spots! I went to sleep feeling all warm and tingly all over my pussy and ass.

Your Score: SPANK SLUT

You are 86% spankable!

You loved to be spanked, good and hard, with any available object. You will take it as hard as anyone is willing to give it. You are probably guilty of provoking your lover into spanking you, by flagrant misbehavior or verbal challenges. Hell, your ass is probably red right now. We wouldn�t be surprised if you are standing at the keyboard, because it hurts to sit down.

Link: The How Spankable Are You Test written by bazz22 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Switching

Lately, I have been getting these terrible switchings in between spankings. A switching after being spanked, even the next day really hurts. They are really nice because they are quiet, they are really evil because they are so stingy.

a hard spanking

Somehow lately I just keep ending up with my panties pulled down across his lap or on my hands and knees, with my back arched and my ass in the air. I have been spanked for smoking marijuanna, getting a 30 on a test, and being impatient. The other night was probably the hardest spanking ever. I was spanked with a belt so hard I could barely keep still. It was so scary/yummy. Then I was paddled! I had always wondered what it would be like. Its was so hard. My disciplinarian is waaay to strict. He always makes me take more. That paddle hurt more than anything ever. Then it was the belt again, then the paddle... I can't even remember except that I even started to cry. Even my legs were not sparred, they had all these little red welts on my thighs the next day. In between all the spankings, I was being constantly fondled and caressed all over everywhere which was making everything so erotically charged. The line between pain and pleasure was definitely blurred. My pussy was so wet it made me embarrassed. I felt helpless as I lay there with my legs spread being kissed and licked and explored. And then with out warning being spanked again for some other misdeed. I was even taken to my living room completely naked...... he made me bend over and put my hands on my knees while he took gigantic swings with that paddle on my poor little butt. After all the spanking was finally done and I had sat on my daddy's lap for a while, he told me to lay down on the bed and he put arnica gel all over my sore bottom. Then I ate a little bit of chocolate that he brought, and went to sleep with a very hot and stinging bottom. I slept really well as I always do after a good spanking. I felt contented. All my naughty girl demons had been thoroughly tamed.......until the next time I get that feeling inside and just feel compelled to something naughty enough that he just has to spank me again, since that is his job and he always does a good job.

Sexy Notes from My Pretend Daddy

Tonight is paddle night, honey. I know you're anxious, and so am I, and I know when you get anxious you start getting wet down there, but don't touch yourself. You're going to be dancing like a spaz when we get going tonight with that new paddle. I can't wait. I'd love to videotape it so we could watch it together later. It'd be fun to watch how you take it for daddy, don't you think? One thing's for sure, I can promise you that after I'm done with your little bottom this evening, you're going to think about daddy every time you sit. And I wouldn't have it any other way, because daddy cares for his little girl that much. I'm going to make sure you get exactly what you need to keep you on the straight and narrow, and one day you'll thank me for caring so much. I promise. Now be a good girl for daddy, and don't touch yourself at all today. They'll be plenty of time for daddy to touch your little kitty cat and your little butthole and make you feel good tonight after your punishment. Don't forget!

Dad