Last night my honey tied me up on the bed face up with both my arms spread and tied to the bed with some pretty purple scarves. He started out tickling me!.. which was torture.... He then pushed up my skirt and told me to lift my legs so he could spank me, he held on to my ankles and spanked me soo hard. Being spanked in this position was exquisite... He quickly took off my skirt and panties, pushed up my shirt then pinched, kissed and licked my nipples.....Loved not knowing what he was going to do next....he pushed himself into my pussy and moved himself in and out very deeply in all the good ways.....then he helped me orgasm by rubbing my clit up and down really fast over and over... he had me riding just on the verge of orgasming for such long time, but it was hard to just let go, but when I did, I had the most intense orgasms ever.... I came 3 more times like that.... it was an incredible sexual high....then he asked me how many times I came and teased me about being such a naughty girl....which turns me on so much.... with me still tied up he then put himself in my ass .... I wasn't in any pain at all, but felt entirely delirious...the feeling was so intense for me that I have to just about be in the mist of orgasm to be able to take it....so he rubbed my clit some more and finally I couldn't take it anymore and asked him to untie my hands which he did.... then he leaned all the way on top of me and put himself all the way inside me and I came really hard right when he did...there was lots of mention of oh my god on both our parts and then....I started to vibrate intensely....It (the vibrations) were in my face and arms and legs, it was in some kind of altered state...the vibrations lasted for a while after...Never had a vibrating experience before like that....it was wonderful....It almost felt like I was going to pass out or was on nitrous oxide.....there was no other reason for me to vibrate like that...I wasn't on any substances and had eaten, so I really can't explain it, except that the orgasms were so intense and the anal sex seems to be an extra release for me. Just when I think I've experienced everything something new comes along. I wonder if anyone else has had a similar experience?....
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Saturday Night Sexcapades
Last night my honey tied me up on the bed face up with both my arms spread and tied to the bed with some pretty purple scarves. He started out tickling me!.. which was torture.... He then pushed up my skirt and told me to lift my legs so he could spank me, he held on to my ankles and spanked me soo hard. Being spanked in this position was exquisite... He quickly took off my skirt and panties, pushed up my shirt then pinched, kissed and licked my nipples.....Loved not knowing what he was going to do next....he pushed himself into my pussy and moved himself in and out very deeply in all the good ways.....then he helped me orgasm by rubbing my clit up and down really fast over and over... he had me riding just on the verge of orgasming for such long time, but it was hard to just let go, but when I did, I had the most intense orgasms ever.... I came 3 more times like that.... it was an incredible sexual high....then he asked me how many times I came and teased me about being such a naughty girl....which turns me on so much.... with me still tied up he then put himself in my ass .... I wasn't in any pain at all, but felt entirely delirious...the feeling was so intense for me that I have to just about be in the mist of orgasm to be able to take it....so he rubbed my clit some more and finally I couldn't take it anymore and asked him to untie my hands which he did.... then he leaned all the way on top of me and put himself all the way inside me and I came really hard right when he did...there was lots of mention of oh my god on both our parts and then....I started to vibrate intensely....It (the vibrations) were in my face and arms and legs, it was in some kind of altered state...the vibrations lasted for a while after...Never had a vibrating experience before like that....it was wonderful....It almost felt like I was going to pass out or was on nitrous oxide.....there was no other reason for me to vibrate like that...I wasn't on any substances and had eaten, so I really can't explain it, except that the orgasms were so intense and the anal sex seems to be an extra release for me. Just when I think I've experienced everything something new comes along. I wonder if anyone else has had a similar experience?....
Tagged again!
Tagged by Ceeci :)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I'm a good dreamer, many times being lucid or going into astral projection.
2. I'm just now learning to accept myself for who I am.
3. I'm uber liberal.
4. I secretly like celebrity gossip.
5. I burn a stick of nag champa incense at the end of every day when I'm ready to relax.
6. I suffer from vertigo from time to time.
7. I sometimes eat in my sleep and wakeup with crumbs in the bed.
8. I really want to go ballroom dancing.
I'm not sure who I'm going to tag.
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I'm a good dreamer, many times being lucid or going into astral projection.
2. I'm just now learning to accept myself for who I am.
3. I'm uber liberal.
4. I secretly like celebrity gossip.
5. I burn a stick of nag champa incense at the end of every day when I'm ready to relax.
6. I suffer from vertigo from time to time.
7. I sometimes eat in my sleep and wakeup with crumbs in the bed.
8. I really want to go ballroom dancing.
I'm not sure who I'm going to tag.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Spank Spanker Spanking Spanked Spankee
....feeling bitchy today. Someone needs to pull my little self over their knee, pull down my panties, and spank my cute bottom, til its the perfect shade of red.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Saturday Night in Suburbia
I knew I was in for it when J asked me to get extra paint sticks while we were at the home improvement store. He was in a spanky mood. Later at home, he spanked me with the new flogger, the paint stick, which actually broke, and our wooden toy we use. This spanking was very different than Thursdays spanking, he pushed my limits. I was really squirmy, making all kinds of woman being spanked noises. He was relentless with the spanks, my butt was getting so hot it was such wonderful anguish. He eventually blindfolded me and completely undressed me. I sucked on him in between spankings. We played with a little glass toy that I have, and then he got out the KY warming gel and he put it all over my pussy, my ass and my nipples. It felt so wonderful, I love that stuff. He put the glass toy in my pussy and the he put himself in my ass, it was so intense. It felt so pleasurable to be doubly penetrated, I felt so filled up, and my orgasms were oh so intense. My legs were shaking, I felt exhausted and relaxed. He held me close afterward.
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Fabulous Flogging
Wow...I never thought I'd be flogged ever..... I swore I'd never ever even be spanked with anything but his hand and now I've tried a belt, a paddle and today I got flogged. When I was at J's house today, he tied my wrists together and then went in search of something to spank me with, and made an impromptu flogger ( he's so talented in more ways than one). Looking at it, I didn't think it could do much..... but it was fabulous, a unique sensation to say the least. It was like warm fuzzy pain...it made me purrr......every nerve in my ass and thighs were tingling. I could be flogged forever, it was actually relaxing and comforting. I was in a really cozy inner space. It was a different kind of spanking experience for me. Instead of the spanking reaching a crescendo of intensity over and over, it was more like a plateau of sensation was maintained with the flogger. There really is a finesse to spanking, there is rhythm to be achieved. Today by body was an instrument, my man a virtuoso.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Good Girl Spankings
I think that I've figured out that my boyfriend only seems to spank me when I'm being good. I bet he thinks he's clever. Its not like I've actually been bad lately, but we have been fighting. You'd think he'd want to spank me all the more, since it calms me down. Its interesting the different types of spanking relationships that are out there. Ours is mainly erotic, and I still haven't figured out if he likes it or not, but he does do a good job. His hand seems to be getting stronger and stingier. Is this going to force me to be a more compliant girlfriend?...I wonder.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Celebrity Spanko Fantasy
Still...sigh....not getting any real spankings, so here's a list of manly celebrities I wish could spank me;
all of the James Bonds...especially Pierce Brosnan
Brad Pitt
Leonardo De Caprio
Antonio Banderas
Rhett Butler...he really should have spanked Scarlett.
all of the James Bonds...especially Pierce Brosnan
Brad Pitt
Leonardo De Caprio
Antonio Banderas
Rhett Butler...he really should have spanked Scarlett.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Mythological Spanker Man
Well, since I'm not getting any real spankings lately, I thought I'd write about one of my favorite men, Mythological Spanker Man (does he exist?).....First of all, he'd be psychic, and know exactly when I most desperately need to be spanked. He'd sense the frustration in me and what ever other feelings that I'd want spanked away. He'd be full of this wonderful strong masculine energy....I'd feel weak in my knees in his presence. He'd have my heart beating faster and faster, with just a stern look. I would get that oh no feeling in my tummy.....and be a little scared yet excited, but trusting him at the same time. Sometimes, what I think I crave is simply male energy......I like knowing that he'd take me as far as I need to go. He tells me he thinks I've been naughty or a bad girl and he thinks I need a spanking. This verbiage always makes me so embarrassed.... I love it. I smile such a mischievous little smile, like I have a wonderful secret. (which is that I love to be spanked) He'd sense apprehension in me and tell me that I'd better take my spanking like a good girl or he'll spank me even harder. I'd take a deep breath and lay myself across his knees awaiting my punishment. I 'd feel his hard dick underneath me, I love it when I realize a man gets hard from spanking me. There's always a lovely pause right before the first spanks ... I take a deep breath and..... smack.... his hand comes down hard on my cheeks. I'd scream a little and jump, then I feel his strong arms holding me in place, enjoying that feeling of reassurance and restraint...... More rapid spanks with me wiggling and moaning. He then tells me to pull down my panties and I resist mostly just cause I like to resist.....and like seeing a display of his strength..... he then makes me pull them down. I can feel how turned on he is, I know he likes to bare my ass, caress it, rub it, and make it sting. He spanks me harder and harder until I can't possibly take anymore. He lets up for a just a few seconds and kisses my hot cheeks sweetly. Patiently, he continues the process, bringing me closer and closer to my limits. He can sense the changes that take place in me and is lovingly sweet and tender, brushing my hair away from my face and rubbing my clit, feeling how soaking wet he has made me. He won't let up until I have been thoroughly spanked, and then spanked some more. Afterward, I feel relieved and spent, physically and emotionally, with a sense of comfort and satisfaction. He pulls me up and kisses me and I can see love in his eyes and feel the excitement in his lap......He sexily rubs my bottom and then gives me the absolute best loving ever.... taking me to a whole new level......after which I feel kind of breathless and reborn.....like I went on a mental and physical journey. Spanking to me is a whole miniature drama, a timeless tale, a great play where I can always play my favorite part........
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Spanking Flashback
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Feeling Bratty
Friday, June 23, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Tagged By Ceeci
Wow I've been tagged! I feel so included. Thank-You :)
Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Internet help desk
2. Mom
3. Retail sales
4. Admisistrative Assistant
Four movies I would watch over and over:
1. Waking Life
2. What the Bleep DO We Know?
3. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
4. Life is Beautiful
Four places I have lived:
1. Arcata California
2. Asheville North Carolina
3. Miami Florida
4. Eugene Oregon
Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. The O.C.
2. The Simpsons
3. That 70's Show
4. Any mindless sitcom
Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Key West
2. Europe
3. Victoria B.C.
4. Charleston S.C.
Four web sites I visit often:
1. Google
2. Foodnetwork
3. Astronet
4. Blogs, blogs and more blogs
Four friends or family that have been tagged that I think will respond:
1. I actually dont know of anyone else who hasnt already been tagged. Kind of new around here.
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Tom Yum Soup
2. Creme Brulee
3. Thai Steak Salad
4. Fried Okra
Four places I would rather be right now:
1. On a beach
2. In bed with J
3. Napping with my 2 kitties
4. Astral Realm
Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Internet help desk
2. Mom
3. Retail sales
4. Admisistrative Assistant
Four movies I would watch over and over:
1. Waking Life
2. What the Bleep DO We Know?
3. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
4. Life is Beautiful
Four places I have lived:
1. Arcata California
2. Asheville North Carolina
3. Miami Florida
4. Eugene Oregon
Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. The O.C.
2. The Simpsons
3. That 70's Show
4. Any mindless sitcom
Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Key West
2. Europe
3. Victoria B.C.
4. Charleston S.C.
Four web sites I visit often:
1. Google
2. Foodnetwork
3. Astronet
4. Blogs, blogs and more blogs
Four friends or family that have been tagged that I think will respond:
1. I actually dont know of anyone else who hasnt already been tagged. Kind of new around here.
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Tom Yum Soup
2. Creme Brulee
3. Thai Steak Salad
4. Fried Okra
Four places I would rather be right now:
1. On a beach
2. In bed with J
3. Napping with my 2 kitties
4. Astral Realm
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Be Careful What You Ask For
I told my boyfriend not to worry about hurting me today and i also asked if he could spank me with his belt. Now im sitting on a very sore ass. This was probably the most intense spanking I've ever had. I almost had to say stop. I couldnt stay still and I almost cried. He kept saying "are you alright?" and i kept saying yes. Although, I noticed that i was getting more and more spacey and out of it. I think I was screaming really loudly. The belt at first was pleasurable with little electric shock like stinginess, untill he did it harder and then it really hurt. He paddled me with a piece of wood and used his hand also, so it was a many layered spanking. We also had anal sex so i am completely exhausted and spent...in a very good way. I know I'll sleep really good tonight. Its funny but spanking seems to cure insomnia for me.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Happy Birthday to Me
first we did a little shopping and J bought me these cutest little ruffled bikini panties with matching bra and another pair of lacey hot pink skirted panties. Then we went out for Thai food, my favorite. Next a wonderful trip to the chocolate fetish for my favorite handmade chocolates. We then went to a fashion show called "transform the revolution" which was very avant garde, I loved it. Then went to a great little place and had lavender infused cream and vodka... Yummy....He mentioned spanking 2 times that evening in public "don't I have to get home and spank you?" but miraculously no one heard...( or did they?) later he said it was part of my punishment... Got home late and I put on the panties and bra and I thought I looked so cute, I felt so girlie and feminine. ..... He said come on and I went over to him and he bent me over his knee. J really likes teasing me with the spankings ...He kept giving me these little spankings with our spanking thing and then when I least expected it he would give me a really hard spank.....He used his hand a lot too....He would spank me for a while til my butt was burning hot making me squirm, then he'd pull me up so I was standing infront of him and gently lower me down between his legs where his penis was aching for me to put it in my mouth so I obliged, sucking and licking......Then he'd nudge for me to stand back up and he'd bend me over his knee again and spank me even more ... Told me to pull down my panties and I slowly pulled them to just below my butt and he said "now that IS really cute".....We went back and forth like this for atleast an hour.... spankings and blow jobs...He later tied my wrists together which just enhanced everything.... As the spanking's grew more intense I noticed that I was sucking on him with more and more passion and sheer pleasure of making him soo happy cause he was making me soo happy with all the spankings......Lets just say I was a naughty naughty girl...and also a really really good girl all at the same time....I love it when he tells me things like that....I really noticed how spanking can make me soo light headed its like a drug...He pulled me onto his face at one point and had had the most delicious orgasm I practically melted on his face.....Oh then he layed me on my back and told me to spread my legs and gave me pussy spankings, not really hard but I almost came and it was so erotic...Especially when he told me to to spread them even wider. I must have really been in another state of mind cause I'm having a hard time remembering everything......I have a mirror across from my bed and I could watch the pussy spankings .....After that he asked me where I wanted him to come and I just couldn't answer...I don't know if it was cause I feeling so submissive from the spankings or what ...Finally he spanked me harder and harder until I finally had to say my pussy .....He got on top of me and gently fucked me til I came again and then he did.....We later ate the rest of the chocolates and he held me the whole night....I am more in love than ever with my man... he really made my birthday one to remember.
Friday, June 16, 2006
Spanking Theory
After admitting to myself that I totally love this spanking thing...I went on a quest to figure out exactly why I like it so much. This was partially because I still felt embarrassed about it it and partially because its just soooo fascinating to me. I'm a parent and lately my kid has been very challenging to say the least. I found myself researching parenting methods online. I did some reading about how kids secretly crave discipline by a loving parent, it makes them feel safe, loved and secure. I then realized that this may be partly where my desire to be spanked comes from. I would never spank my child though. I was spanked until I was about 7 , then they mysteriously stopped . I don't really wish that I was spanked more as a child, but I do think that some of the butterfly's in the tummy and the tingly good feelings are rooted in my childhood, at least for me. It is comforting to have a spanking partner that will provide this. Spanking feels like I'm loved.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Birthday spanking
Thinking that soon ill get a lovely birthday spanking....And birthday spankings for spankos are just so special aren't they? I'm wondering about the origin of the birthday spanking ritual, ill have to google that. I think it should definitely be an experience to remember.
Monday, June 12, 2006
How I told my boyfriend that I wanted to be spanked
Well it was about a year ago around the time of my 33rd birthday for the past several months it seemed like he had been making spanking references and innuendos but I would always be so shy. I tried not to let him know I was secretly dying for him to spank me. I still haven't fully determined if my boyfriend is a true spanko or just a really thoughtful guy doing it just for me, cause he thinks I like it. Because I was trying to suppress it, the urge to get spanked grew even stronger until one night while we slept I dreamt of being spanked by a belt. In the morning we started to have sex, and I just couldn't take it anymore and I said "spank me"...and he said what?....so I said it again "spank me".... so he said okay and pulled me over his lap and really spanked with finesse for a first time spanker. My first reaction was actually to be mad for some reason... I really felt the power exchange and I think he did too. A few minutes later after we had gotten up I realized a little place on my bottom was sore and it felt so good. it was funny we both just looked at each other and smiled and laughed a little and things felt different and new. Well from then on I kind of had to let him know how much I liked it....when it was my birthday I asked for 33 spankings.....and he happily obliged. So now he knows how much I like it... need it... love it.....
Saturday, June 10, 2006
last nights spanky fun
I guess my boyfriend does understand what i need sometimes...... i have to be spanked atleast once a week or i feel my self getting all overwhelmed.... Last night he made me stand to take my spanking. We had never done it like that before..... It was really hard to stand still and i was so shy i just covered my face with my hands.... He put his hand down the front of my panties so everytime he spanked me it would push me forward just enough for his hand to be on my clitty... ooohh it was really stinging... he seems to be able to let loose a little and spank me as hard as i need..... he really likes to turn me around and lower me in front of him to suck him and i love feeling so submissive. ...then he tells me stand up again......he made me pull down my panties. More spanking each time building up to where i cant hardly take it anymore and i start to whimper.....He tied my hands together behind my back and bent me over the bed.... i couldnt move or anything.....just my bottom sticking up in the air waiting to be punished.... suddenly he gets down on his knees behind me and kisses me all over my pussy and ass... it felt like he was happy to have me to play with...he likes to pull my cheecks apart and rub my asshole and pussy.....i get so embarrassed.... in a good way.....oh and i was actually brave and gave him this brush to try it felt so good on top of the other sensations and it stung like crazy....
havent tried anything except his hand and this little wooden thing....
oh and he told me i was a good girl.... i slept like a baby last night.
havent tried anything except his hand and this little wooden thing....
oh and he told me i was a good girl.... i slept like a baby last night.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
release spanking
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Spanking and More
Foreplay for us is spanking. After spanking me a little while, he asks " why are you so wet honey?"in that silly way...And I love that...Makes me smile....Last night he was laying on his back and pulled me on top of him only I was on my back too. My head was tilted back slightly past his shoulders and he was caressing my neck and chest pinching my nipples... Pulling down the straps of my nightie.. and pushing my hands down to my pussy so I could play with myself. ..panties are pulled down... then ky warming liquid...I love that stuff... then im sliding around...rubbing my ass all over him it slips in my pussy and we stay like that til I melt.. ...then it starts to slip in my ass... He tells me to pull up my legs and he starts spanking me in that position, really hard and stingy....He spanks me til I almost cant take it anymore , then pushes himself up in me some more.
I must have been really loud enough for the neighbors to hear...his hands press down harder on me as it gets more intense and his dick goes deeper inside of my ass...his hands came up to my neck and I felt so vunerable impaled on him, I was all splayed out....I remember him asking if I was okay...and I said yes and that I was about to come he said I can feel you.... and we both came pretty intensely....He held on to me tightly afterward, and again asked if I was okay, he really is a sensitive lover. What was really neat was how I felt afterward, really relaxed and my ass felt great.
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