I was a bad girl today

Me and J have been fighting lately and I'm hormonal.....I really pushed him today...And of course he was as stubborn as ever. I flashed him my tits when he came over and then he asked to see my ass...So I shyly pulled down my pants and let him see. He told me to go get a skirt on so I did. We were outside on my deck and we had sex while I was holding on to a trapeze bar. I loved how he would tell me to pull down my panties....We also did it with me straddling him on a chair ...It was thrilling cause of the possibility of getting caught. I also found myself laying across his lap getting a spanking....I wanted more of a stress relief spanking but the noise was an issue, but it still felt so nice. We're getting more into roleplay and I like that...I told him I really wanted him to pull down my panties but I wanted to resist a little and have him make me pull them down...And he happily obliged by spanking me til I did.....

my spanko boyfriend

Well J seems to like spanking me...Still I wonder does he do it just for me?...Or does he get something out of it.... Either way its really cool...And he does have spanker finesse. He can be really creative. Just when I thought he was done, he wasn't...I liked not knowing...And also that he did it for a really long time...

so i got that spanking

My boyfriend gave me a really delightful spanking. I actually bravely asked him to. "He told me to assume the position"....it was over his knee... yum.....he really took his time and gave me a wonderful experience.....it got really intense at times.....he then blindfolded me, i felt really surrendered and in another headspace.....it was exactly what i needed....sigh....

The perfect spanking

......Well first there's the whole anticipation factor....I would like it if my lover teased me about it for a while first, like maybe earlier in the day...It gives me the best butterflies just thinking about it.... Its kind of embarrassing and yet it makes me giggle and smile..... My favorite way is over the knee, its more intimate, ....I love the stinginess ....I want to be pushed even closer to my limits.....I want to squirm and resist.... I like it when he holds my arms .....And I love it when he checks in with me every so often sweetly.....I like to feel like every ounce of stress/naughtiness/contrariness is spanked out of me....And I just love it when my pussy gets all wet......I even like my pussy spanked.......My lovers words are also so incredibly erotic for me....Good girl, bad girl... Anything.......Sigh....

need spanked

Lately, ive felt like such a bad girl a really bad girl.....i really need spanked. More than usual, I just need a release i want to kick and cry and be pushed too my limit.......

Sexy School Girl Fantasy

Was it my Catholic School years?
Is it a yearning to be young and innocent again?
Is it because its naughty and bad ?
Maybe a love of plaid?
A yearning for an older male authority figure?
Maybe just cause its so fun to be a silly girl, since its a far cry from my real life.
I never really had much of a childhood or adolescence, so it fun to pretend.
Well anyhow I just love this little role play and so does my lover man. Sometimes I would like to be a sweet innocent schoolgirl who gets convinced to do some naughty things. Other times I want to be a bad little school girl and be all seductive to my older lover. Of course I like a little spanking to be a part of it too. It is funny how just feeling a little shy/silly/embarrassed and vunerable can be soo yummy. Maybe it just that I would like to relive some experiences I have had with my current lover, because he's so much better than all the other guys in my past. Also I think Catholic School just makes people kinkier. The whole sexuality as a sin thing. What a delicious sin though.

100 Sexy Facts about Me

1. i love sex
2. i love sweet sex
3. i love kinky sex
4. i love it when my lover spanks me
5. i lost my virginity at 16
6. i have always been a very sexual person
7. i made myself self cum for the first time at age 7
8. i love for my wrists to be held down or tied up
9. my neck is extremely sentive and i swoon when ever it gets kissed and nuzzled
10. i like feeling like a naughty girl
11. i have been in a threesome
12. i have had several lesbian encounters
13. i love to suck my boyfriends dick
14. i love my boyfriends penis, its the best
15. i am a little masochistic
16. i sometimes get all shy
17. im into sexual roleplaying
18. i love it when my lover tells me im a good girl and a naughty girl too
19. i get wet very easily
20. i like to try anything atleast once
21. i analyse my sexual desires
22. i like sexy lingerie and want more
23. just when i think that ive explored everything sexually, i havent.
24. i love morning sex
25. sometimes i get turned on by things that i wish didnt
26. im glad i live in an era where i can have sexual freedom
27. i like to feel exposed
28. i love having my nipples pinched.
29. i love it when my boyfriend puts his hand over my mouth when im being too loud
30. i can be very vocal during sex
31. i like being double penetrated
32. i fantasise about being triply penetrated
33. i have an active fantasy life
34. i prefer psyically and emotionaly strong men
35. i haveto have atlest 3 orgasms for me to be satisfied
36. i am highly orgasmic
37. i love having sex in the outdoors
36. i have fallen in love with some of my best girlfriends
37. i like to be told what to do by my boyfriend only in bed though lol
38. i like to be bitten especially on my neck
39. i love to masturbate
40. i consume sex blogs
41. i love to know what other folks are doing
42. have just now come to accept my sexuality
43. i can tell my boyfriend what i want most of the time
44. sometimes i cry after sex because it is such a release i cant help it
45. i like feeling vunerable
46. sex keeps getting better the older i get
47. sometimes i get turned on by non sexy things like science
48. i have had lots of phone sex when i was a teenager
49. i was a wild girl
50. i have been only able to reveal my sweet side with my current boyfriend
51. i am curious about what turns people on
52. i have sex with another couple in the room also having sex
53. i love my pussy she gives me soo much pleasure
54. i read blogs about D/d and D/s bondage even though im not really into that scene
55. i think i look very sweet and innocent
56. i have had 11 lovers
57. i love ky warming liquid
58. to be continued.

Lovely

Passion

sweetness

After me taking a bath and J taking a shower......and watching tv J starts spanking me how he usually does and this makes me giggle a little so i hide my face..... he kisses my neck in a silly way and i like it...i have on cute blue sheer panties....he pulls me on top of him.....he pulls down the top part of my pink babydoll night gown exposing my breasts i look down at them and i kind of think they look cute and i like how he pinches my nipples......i love being on top of him....i bury my face in his neck while he spanks me ...he is really getting good at the finer nuances of spanking .....it was really stinging alot and i couldnt keep still for very long....i just had to reach back and protect myself a little even though i loved it all the same .....i just found it so erotic when he held my wrist ...he hadnt done that before...... then when i was stradiling him i kept pushing myself out of his reach and he said something like you better come back up here or it will just be even more harder.......i loved this.....just thinking about makes me all butterflys inside...it is strange how i can want him to do this to me ...i was actually thinking that while he was spanking me .......why do i like this?....but then i just was like well i dont want him to stop ...and then i guess everything was more blurry and all i could think about was how my butt was feeling....my panties were soaked....i was so turned on i just wanted him inside so badly but he just kept on spanking me til i was throughly spanked.....he does such a good job....i liked the way he would sweetly check in with me every so often to make sure i was okay and rub the nape of my neck.....hes soo sweet.....anyways im realizing how i dont rememeber everything in a linear way.......i just know that i went to sleep a happy girl with spanking thoughts in my dreams....sat no sex in the morning cause he was feeling bad...i really wanted to cause morning sex has a whole different feel to it.....i like waking up and having his penis nestled in between my ass cheeks... the way he used to rub it on me while we were both in a dreamy state and how he would wet it a little with spit and it would still be kind of soft when he would put it in me from behind but then in a few it would so hard and feel so good ...i like morning sex causue its more of a kind of lazy sex .....oooooh got off on a different train of thought now....sat night was very similar to friday night bath shower tv spanking....except my ass had just been spanked the night before....and he really totally teased me like crazy....he would use the whole anticipation thing...telling exactly where he was going to spank next and he chose all the most delicious spots......they were the exact spots i would have picked......i swoon.... oh and he said do you want to feel me come?.......so he placed my hand on him while he was moving inside of me......it felt so great when he came i loved it i felt like i knew my lover more.....

Then Again

Then again im prone to change my mind at a moments notice...... sigh

Too Much Sexiness

Am feeling reallyreallyreally sexy today...all day at work my thoughts drift toward whatever im fantasisisng about at the moment.....I really feel like a cat in heat .... i want to rub myself up against something.....hopefully soon my boyfriend....i would just really like to climb onto his lap when i see him (wearing a dress or a skirt of course) and kiss his neck a little and start rubbing my little self against him, teasing him....I miss him so much..its like my body needs him..... i love everything he does for me sooo much.......he is so masculine to my feminine.....he does the best things with me....and he feels the best......sigh......

Passion

i want to feel like im irresistable like he has to have me.....i want to be devoured and fed upon.....i want too many kisses all over my neck til i swoon with delight......i want my wrists kissed and fingers sucked.....i want him to run his hands all over my body and tell me sweet things.......i want him him to penetrate me with his fingers...and tease my clitty......i want his mouth on my pussy kissing her and licking her and sucking on her.....

Spanking, more spanking and still more spanking

Wow ...had a lovely weekend with J, lets see i had on these baby pink ruffled panties i felt like a complete little dessert in them.....they were kind of tight so they made me all the more hot and "bothered" .......J gave me a nice spanking on friday in them..... it was really yummy he is getting soooo good at that lately, in fact almost too good, it seemed as if i was in a constantly aroused state the whole weekend! i actually had to try and control myself ...it was like i had these little tinglies all over my little puss puss.....latley our newest fav. position is me on top....i used to not really be into that position but now with J its a different story....i somehow am able to really get my clit stimulated in just the right way, and im on the verge of orgasm the whole time...... when i finally do come, its very intense...i like being so close to him and i love it when he puts his hands on my waist and pushes me down further on him. On saturday more spanking! which i really was secretly hopeing for........this time it was much harder and stung alot and it was almost too much...i loved it ......everything was soo passionate and intense..... could feel myself drifting in other spaces..it got to be really intense and he really pushed my limits......i just buried my head in his shoulders and tried to not wiggle so much and he just spanked harder and harder. On sunday you guessed it more spanking!....by the time the weekend was over i felt thoughly released and wonderful......i think i really needed all that spanking, cause i felt better about everything, maybe its those endorphins and just having J hold me and love me and care for me...im very lucky, i hope i gave him as much pleasure as he gave me... i love it that i can be myself ......i wonder whats the proper way to thank a guy for spanking you?.....i think it must be giving him head...at least i think thats what my J would say.....

My Pretty Panty Obsession

hummmmm lets see when this all started...ive always loved girlie things but fairly recently me and my boyfriend have discovered the wonderful world of panties....i love all kinds; girlie, retro frilly, slutty,innocent cotton ....i really like the fact that i can change my personality a little depending on which panties i have on or off or partly off and on........this invites a little role play in to the equation which im a natural at since im kind of multiplicious anyway..... my most recent panty purchase are these darling little cute frilly pink skirted thongs with a cute little bow on my ass and a little key hole opening....they are fabulous sex pot panties.....

Too much of a good thing can be wonderful.

why i like to be spanked

well i don't know exactly when i discovered this wonderful little aspect to my sexual persona, probably around the time i discovered the internet. I had always liked being with strong aggressive men....didnt know why i liked bad boys until recently, i think i have it figured out.. i liked ( past tense) bad boys because i like to be a sexual submissive at times. i thought these guys would be able to meet my sexual needs. it drives me crazy when my boyfriend holds my wrists down over my head or behind my back if we are doing it from behind......although im not so submissive that i ever want to be sex slave...well maybe for a night or 2 heheheee....but i do love to be spanked....my favorite position to be spanked in is over his knee it has this whole childhood element to it that i love... also i love his lap so much...i guess like most other spankos i know, the whole panty pulling down is intensely erotic for me i feel so vunerable when he does it or when he tells me to pull them down and yes i love when they are pulled part way down i feel so vunerable and exposed i love it.......my boyfriend is an expert at hitting just the right spots which for me are my sit spots and occasionally on the back of my thighs which stings so nicely.....the spankings i like are sexual ones i get wet easily from spanking and i love it when he runs his hands between my thighs and remarks how wet ive become...makes me feel like an extra naughty girl.....i love it when he tells me how naughty i am too....i also love it when he says im a good girl too.... i guess i'll have to psychoanalyse later.....my tummy has flutters just thinking about it.....i like it when he calls me little one too and kitten. i guess i enjoy a little ageplay with my sex as well...i cant help it, my man has a paternal nature to him and i have never been with anyone like that before including my own estranged father so naturally he brings out my inner little girl.....i really have no idea what he really thinks about spanking me... he has always been as ass man so i know that some aspects of it are apealling to him, but he does not want to really hurt me, which is so sweet cause a lot of men would not care. the other night he was spanking me and he said how his hand was hurting and he said he knew that i must be feeling it too...so im wondering if we should use something else to spank me with ...although in a weird way not all aspects of spanking turn me on. i really only like hand spankings although i would like to try a ruler or a wooden spoon. i still am sort of shy about my little spanking fetish, but thanks to all those women that have written about their experiences i dont feel so alone....i do wish he would spank me a little harder i think he will get to know my limits and needs......i want him to push my limits and spank me just a little bit more than i want just enough to make me squirm a little and also the whole hes in charge kind of thing.... yeah i love it that im helpless.... and the whole subspace thing.....i wonder if he knows how much spanking is a stress reliever for me.....and also if he knows how wonderful it feels to feel my butt being sore afterward even the next day its like a reminder of him......so far i have not been spanked that hard yet, but maybe soon.....its defiantly interesting to think of ones self as a feminist and then to admit that you love it when your boyfriend spanks you like a little girl......and that you like him to be the boss and that you want to feel helpless and vunerable and submissive and not have any control......there are many other aspects about my sexuality that i will write about in this blog and its not all about spanking but for right now it is cause its kind of a new thing for me and him......bought some really cool new ultra girlie panties, i cant wait to wear them for him and to get spanked in them.

a little bit on me

well ive spent the whole evening last night reading sex blogs, i couldnt help myself. im just truley fascinated with what goes on in other peoples sex lives...and im endlessly fascinated with my own sexual proclivities as well. ive always been a very sexual person as early as i can remember. i masturbated to orgasm when i was about 7 or so. i remember being really ashamed about it and actually praying to God for help or forgiveness, but it felt so good to have an orgasm. i was able to have at least 5 or 7 at a time....i think i got caught a couple of times as well which added to the embarrassment. im begining to see how embarrassment became kind erotic for me....that combined with a catholic school education, and the very culture i belong to. these factors shaped my sexual leanings. ive always been very much a girlie girl much to my own dismay at times......and i definatly lean toward being a submissive sexually. experimentation is in my nature and im also so curious with what it would be like to be a man, and what my own pussy feels like when my lover penetrates me.

my weekend with J

J came in late on thursday.... after we both got in bed for the night he pulled me on top of him......and we kissed alot....i suggested that we put some of that warming stuff on us... i just love the way it makes everything all hot i wish they had it in extra hot......anyway i think it really enhanced everything....he felt soo good inside it was like all the right places were being hit uuuummmmmm oh my god ... i felt like i could just cum over and over again...and i did....i guess we had sex for like an hour or soooo..... i love how talented my man is .......im a lucky girl......hes my stud muffin........Well the next night we played around a little and he spanked me for a while...i liked it , it was really stingy and he said it hurt his hand so he wondered about my ass , but i was enjoying my naughty little self........i wish he'd do it harder...heheheee....i seriously wonder how he really feels about me being such a spanko kitty....i wonder if he likes spanking me...i think he does like it a little atleast because he knows i like it....he is afraid of hurting me and that is sooo sweet of him.......but of course i love it when my butt is all hot and red......it makes me forget reality for a while and makes my pussy sooo wet......i wish we could role play a little more with it, i like him to tell me im a naughty girl......and i like it when i have to squirm too.....i love being a kinky girl........its delicious.......

Ordinary life does not interest me. I seek only the high moments. I am in accord with the surrealists, searching for the marvelous.
~Anais Nin