sweetness

After me taking a bath and J taking a shower......and watching tv J starts spanking me how he usually does and this makes me giggle a little so i hide my face..... he kisses my neck in a silly way and i like it...i have on cute blue sheer panties....he pulls me on top of him.....he pulls down the top part of my pink babydoll night gown exposing my breasts i look down at them and i kind of think they look cute and i like how he pinches my nipples......i love being on top of him....i bury my face in his neck while he spanks me ...he is really getting good at the finer nuances of spanking .....it was really stinging alot and i couldnt keep still for very long....i just had to reach back and protect myself a little even though i loved it all the same .....i just found it so erotic when he held my wrist ...he hadnt done that before...... then when i was stradiling him i kept pushing myself out of his reach and he said something like you better come back up here or it will just be even more harder.......i loved this.....just thinking about makes me all butterflys inside...it is strange how i can want him to do this to me ...i was actually thinking that while he was spanking me .......why do i like this?....but then i just was like well i dont want him to stop ...and then i guess everything was more blurry and all i could think about was how my butt was feeling....my panties were soaked....i was so turned on i just wanted him inside so badly but he just kept on spanking me til i was throughly spanked.....he does such a good job....i liked the way he would sweetly check in with me every so often to make sure i was okay and rub the nape of my neck.....hes soo sweet.....anyways im realizing how i dont rememeber everything in a linear way.......i just know that i went to sleep a happy girl with spanking thoughts in my dreams....sat no sex in the morning cause he was feeling bad...i really wanted to cause morning sex has a whole different feel to it.....i like waking up and having his penis nestled in between my ass cheeks... the way he used to rub it on me while we were both in a dreamy state and how he would wet it a little with spit and it would still be kind of soft when he would put it in me from behind but then in a few it would so hard and feel so good ...i like morning sex causue its more of a kind of lazy sex .....oooooh got off on a different train of thought now....sat night was very similar to friday night bath shower tv spanking....except my ass had just been spanked the night before....and he really totally teased me like crazy....he would use the whole anticipation thing...telling exactly where he was going to spank next and he chose all the most delicious spots......they were the exact spots i would have picked......i swoon.... oh and he said do you want to feel me come?.......so he placed my hand on him while he was moving inside of me......it felt so great when he came i loved it i felt like i knew my lover more.....

Then Again

Then again im prone to change my mind at a moments notice...... sigh

Too Much Sexiness

Am feeling reallyreallyreally sexy today...all day at work my thoughts drift toward whatever im fantasisisng about at the moment.....I really feel like a cat in heat .... i want to rub myself up against something.....hopefully soon my boyfriend....i would just really like to climb onto his lap when i see him (wearing a dress or a skirt of course) and kiss his neck a little and start rubbing my little self against him, teasing him....I miss him so much..its like my body needs him..... i love everything he does for me sooo much.......he is so masculine to my feminine.....he does the best things with me....and he feels the best......sigh......

Passion

i want to feel like im irresistable like he has to have me.....i want to be devoured and fed upon.....i want too many kisses all over my neck til i swoon with delight......i want my wrists kissed and fingers sucked.....i want him to run his hands all over my body and tell me sweet things.......i want him him to penetrate me with his fingers...and tease my clitty......i want his mouth on my pussy kissing her and licking her and sucking on her.....