Feeling Bratty

Really feeling hormonal, wish my boyfriend would take it upon himself to pull me over his knee and spank the bitchiness out of me. I know this is what I need, I have always needed this, I guess I just never knew it. I told him I needed a monthly PMS spanking, we weren't able to play any, but maybe he will remember for next time. What man wouldn't want to be able to cure premenstral moodiness with a spanking? It is so hard to have a spanking relationship with a kid in the house. Are there any quiet spanking implements? Have decided there will be more role playing going on soon after reading today's Spanko Sunday brunch at My Bottom Smarts. My inner school girl needs some serious discipline.

The God Of Spanking

Tagged By Ceeci

Wow I've been tagged! I feel so included. Thank-You :)

Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Internet help desk
2. Mom
3. Retail sales
4. Admisistrative Assistant

Four movies I would watch over and over:
1. Waking Life
2. What the Bleep DO We Know?
3. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
4. Life is Beautiful

Four places I have lived:
1. Arcata California
2. Asheville North Carolina
3. Miami Florida
4. Eugene Oregon

Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. The O.C.
2. The Simpsons
3. That 70's Show
4. Any mindless sitcom

Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Key West
2. Europe
3. Victoria B.C.
4. Charleston S.C.

Four web sites I visit often:

1. Google
2. Foodnetwork
3. Astronet
4. Blogs, blogs and more blogs

Four friends or family that have been tagged that I think will respond:

1. I actually dont know of anyone else who hasnt already been tagged. Kind of new around here.

Four of my favorite foods:
1. Tom Yum Soup
2. Creme Brulee
3. Thai Steak Salad
4. Fried Okra

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. On a beach
2. In bed with J
3. Napping with my 2 kitties
4. Astral Realm

Be Careful What You Ask For

I told my boyfriend not to worry about hurting me today and i also asked if he could spank me with his belt. Now im sitting on a very sore ass. This was probably the most intense spanking I've ever had. I almost had to say stop. I couldnt stay still and I almost cried. He kept saying "are you alright?" and i kept saying yes. Although, I noticed that i was getting more and more spacey and out of it. I think I was screaming really loudly. The belt at first was pleasurable with little electric shock like stinginess, untill he did it harder and then it really hurt. He paddled me with a piece of wood and used his hand also, so it was a many layered spanking. We also had anal sex so i am completely exhausted and spent...in a very good way. I know I'll sleep really good tonight. Its funny but spanking seems to cure insomnia for me.

Happy Birthday to Me

birthday spanking

first we did a little shopping and J bought me these cutest little ruffled bikini panties with matching bra and another pair of lacey hot pink skirted panties. Then we went out for Thai food, my favorite. Next a wonderful trip to the chocolate fetish for my favorite handmade chocolates. We then went to a fashion show called "transform the revolution" which was very avant garde, I loved it. Then went to a great little place and had lavender infused cream and vodka... Yummy....He mentioned spanking 2 times that evening in public "don't I have to get home and spank you?" but miraculously no one heard...( or did they?) later he said it was part of my punishment... Got home late and I put on the panties and bra and I thought I looked so cute, I felt so girlie and feminine. ..... He said come on and I went over to him and he bent me over his knee. J really likes teasing me with the spankings ...He kept giving me these little spankings with our spanking thing and then when I least expected it he would give me a really hard spank.....He used his hand a lot too....He would spank me for a while til my butt was burning hot making me squirm, then he'd pull me up so I was standing infront of him and gently lower me down between his legs where his penis was aching for me to put it in my mouth so I obliged, sucking and licking......Then he'd nudge for me to stand back up and he'd bend me over his knee again and spank me even more ... Told me to pull down my panties and I slowly pulled them to just below my butt and he said "now that IS really cute".....We went back and forth like this for atleast an hour.... spankings and blow jobs...He later tied my wrists together which just enhanced everything.... As the spanking's grew more intense I noticed that I was sucking on him with more and more passion and sheer pleasure of making him soo happy cause he was making me soo happy with all the spankings......Lets just say I was a naughty naughty girl...and also a really really good girl all at the same time....I love it when he tells me things like that....I really noticed how spanking can make me soo light headed its like a drug...He pulled me onto his face at one point and had had the most delicious orgasm I practically melted on his face.....Oh then he layed me on my back and told me to spread my legs and gave me pussy spankings, not really hard but I almost came and it was so erotic...Especially when he told me to to spread them even wider. I must have really been in another state of mind cause I'm having a hard time remembering everything......I have a mirror across from my bed and I could watch the pussy spankings .....After that he asked me where I wanted him to come and I just couldn't answer...I don't know if it was cause I feeling so submissive from the spankings or what ...Finally he spanked me harder and harder until I finally had to say my pussy .....He got on top of me and gently fucked me til I came again and then he did.....We later ate the rest of the chocolates and he held me the whole night....I am more in love than ever with my man... he really made my birthday one to remember.

Spanking Theory

After admitting to myself that I totally love this spanking thing...I went on a quest to figure out exactly why I like it so much. This was partially because I still felt embarrassed about it it and partially because its just soooo fascinating to me. I'm a parent and lately my kid has been very challenging to say the least. I found myself researching parenting methods online. I did some reading about how kids secretly crave discipline by a loving parent, it makes them feel safe, loved and secure. I then realized that this may be partly where my desire to be spanked comes from. I would never spank my child though. I was spanked until I was about 7 , then they mysteriously stopped . I don't really wish that I was spanked more as a child, but I do think that some of the butterfly's in the tummy and the tingly good feelings are rooted in my childhood, at least for me. It is comforting to have a spanking partner that will provide this. Spanking feels like I'm loved.

Birthday spanking

Thinking that soon ill get a lovely birthday spanking....And birthday spankings for spankos are just so special aren't they? I'm wondering about the origin of the birthday spanking ritual, ill have to google that. I think it should definitely be an experience to remember.

How I told my boyfriend that I wanted to be spanked

Well it was about a year ago around the time of my 33rd birthday for the past several months it seemed like he had been making spanking references and innuendos but I would always be so shy. I tried not to let him know I was secretly dying for him to spank me. I still haven't fully determined if my boyfriend is a true spanko or just a really thoughtful guy doing it just for me, cause he thinks I like it. Because I was trying to suppress it, the urge to get spanked grew even stronger until one night while we slept I dreamt of being spanked by a belt. In the morning we started to have sex, and I just couldn't take it anymore and I said "spank me"...and he said what?....so I said it again "spank me".... so he said okay and pulled me over his lap and really spanked with finesse for a first time spanker. My first reaction was actually to be mad for some reason... I really felt the power exchange and I think he did too. A few minutes later after we had gotten up I realized a little place on my bottom was sore and it felt so good. it was funny we both just looked at each other and smiled and laughed a little and things felt different and new. Well from then on I kind of had to let him know how much I liked it....when it was my birthday I asked for 33 spankings.....and he happily obliged. So now he knows how much I like it... need it... love it.....

last nights spanky fun

I guess my boyfriend does understand what i need sometimes...... i have to be spanked atleast once a week or i feel my self getting all overwhelmed.... Last night he made me stand to take my spanking. We had never done it like that before..... It was really hard to stand still and i was so shy i just covered my face with my hands.... He put his hand down the front of my panties so everytime he spanked me it would push me forward just enough for his hand to be on my clitty... ooohh it was really stinging... he seems to be able to let loose a little and spank me as hard as i need..... he really likes to turn me around and lower me in front of him to suck him and i love feeling so submissive. ...then he tells me stand up again......he made me pull down my panties. More spanking each time building up to where i cant hardly take it anymore and i start to whimper.....He tied my hands together behind my back and bent me over the bed.... i couldnt move or anything.....just my bottom sticking up in the air waiting to be punished.... suddenly he gets down on his knees behind me and kisses me all over my pussy and ass... it felt like he was happy to have me to play with...he likes to pull my cheecks apart and rub my asshole and pussy.....i get so embarrassed.... in a good way.....oh and i was actually brave and gave him this brush to try it felt so good on top of the other sensations and it stung like crazy....
havent tried anything except his hand and this little wooden thing....
oh and he told me i was a good girl.... i slept like a baby last night.

release spanking

craving a really intense spanking....i would like it if he said i am a really naughty girl... and was going to be in really big trouble...and scare me a little.....and tell me to be a good girl...and not let me go, even if i struggled, until i was totally and completely spanked and all the bad feelings i had were gone......

Spanking and More

Foreplay for us is spanking. After spanking me a little while, he asks " why are you so wet honey?"in that silly way...And I love that...Makes me smile....Last night he was laying on his back and pulled me on top of him only I was on my back too. My head was tilted back slightly past his shoulders and he was caressing my neck and chest pinching my nipples... Pulling down the straps of my nightie.. and pushing my hands down to my pussy so I could play with myself. ..panties are pulled down... then ky warming liquid...I love that stuff... then im sliding around...rubbing my ass all over him it slips in my pussy and we stay like that til I melt.. ...then it starts to slip in my ass... He tells me to pull up my legs and he starts spanking me in that position, really hard and stingy....He spanks me til I almost cant take it anymore , then pushes himself up in me some more.
I must have been really loud enough for the neighbors to hear...his hands press down harder on me as it gets more intense and his dick goes deeper inside of my ass...his hands came up to my neck and I felt so vunerable impaled on him, I was all splayed out....I remember him asking if I was okay...and I said yes and that I was about to come he said I can feel you.... and we both came pretty intensely....He held on to me tightly afterward, and again asked if I was okay, he really is a sensitive lover. What was really neat was how I felt afterward, really relaxed and my ass felt great.