Collection of Spanking Art

Will the sexy little muse ever get spanked again?

Muse
1 : to become absorbed in thought; especially : to turn something over in the mind meditatively and often inconclusively
2 archaic : WONDER, MARVEL
transitive verb : to think or say reflectively
synonym see PONDER

SoCute

Wow... I really got spanked this weekend.......I needed it......My boyfriend spanked me pretty hard last night but for some reason this morning I wanted alittle bit more ...and now my butt is sooo sore....all day shopping I felt my little secret. No one that knows me, except my one best friend, would have any idea of my secret fetish. I appear like such the good girl, all sweet and innocent, but in reality I love being a bad girl and getting spanked for it. Sometimes during sex me and the boyfriend get into the most perfect rhythm and most perfect angle of penetration. Last night, I felt like I was literally bouncing up and down on him. He was behind me and I was kneeling between his legs. My orgasm was so intense because I could fully let go. It was so wonderful. Then at 5 am this morning he wakes me up again putting himself inside me. I was nice and dreamy. My pussy is still a little sore. I think my boyfriends hand might be sore too...I was wearing my cutest ruffled panties and even during sleep my boyfriends hand was patting and rubbing my ass.

I Want

I need a pair of these stockings. They are so cute with the bows. I already have the red panties and the bathbrush.

I'm so Kinky

I told my boyfriend that I needed a real spanking this weekend, I felt really extra naughty. It was the first time I felt like I needed a spanking for punishment. I wanted the full punishment experience, which i don't think I've ever really had. He of course indulged me as he usually does. First he asked me what was it I had done that was so bad and I couldn't tell him, but just said it was really bad and I deserved a spanking. I love it when he talks to me and asks me things in his male authoritarian voice....the whole psychology of it it is what really makes me wet. I am sometimes amazed by my boyfriends ability to be in control.....I always feel safe with him. I did want him to push me a little further.....and scare me a little...that's what makes my heart beat really fast, a physiological type response.....I love feeling his big hands holding me down on the small of my back......I really just have to surrender and trust him when he spanks me...I wish I could surrender and trust him more in the relationship. This spanking was almost perfect, he took me to a level, then stopped and rubbed my ass and played with me some, I sucked him, then he took me to another higher level...... and another..... gradually increasing the intensity. One lovely thing he did was caress my bottom really tenderly, which opposed to the sting of the spanking made each sensation all the more intense. It really did sting so much and at some point I noticed a change in consciousness..... I don't know how I can take it, but I always know that I want to. It was deliciously too much..... I like things that are too much...too much loving..... too much spanking......I felt that spanking the next day, especially getting into my bath, and I even felt it some on Sunday. I love my dirty little spanking secret. I love that I'm kinky. Oh getting wet now proof reading this.

Who is the Sexy Little Muse and What Does She Want

Been holdingon to this post for a while, but might as wellpost it;
I'm a 34 year old single mom. I'm a petite 5'3" and 3/4. 106 pounds. Complex, moody, not always rational. I have long silky red hair below my shoulders. My hobbies include being spanked, dark chocolate, and pondering the nature of the universe. I am a 4 on the enneagram.
I' ve been a seeker my whole life. Always looking for the missing piece. I'm one of those women who just adore sex. I can 10 or 15 orgasms if I want. I usually like at least 3 or 4. I was thinking exactly what is it I desire from a relationship with a man? Early on I was a romantic. My first thought of wanting a boyfriend was when I was at 13, I still have my diary from then. I would like to be held while I cry. I was reading another blog and the woman wrote about how she was crying about something unresolved in her past and that her husband just held her. I have had men in my past get angry with me for crying and have had men that wanted to explain why my emotions weren't valid. Sometimes I just want to be held. Did I mention I was a cry baby? Its something I can't help. I never learned or something. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl...hot or cold but never luke warm. I don't do things half way. I need a strong man, but he has to be tender too, and understanding. I like presents. I'm emotional. I love to cook. I get depressed or I should say that I've battled depression my whole life. Right now I'm trying to stay off of anti depressants. I take St. JohnsWort, L-theanine, and Kava Kava on certain days. I think I have anger management issues. I'm thinking I should post some of this on my other blog. I feel sexier now in my 30's than I ever did in my teens and twenties. I want to feel cherished, special and adored. I wouldn't mind being spanked til I cried.

A bad kitty needs spanking

I want spanked at the same time every month. Need the release.......sooo bad. Sometimes I delight in being a good girl, today I'm totally a bad girl and I don't even care. Bad is fun, deviousness is good. Naughty really is nice.

Cake

"he wants to have his cake and eat it too. The thing is, I'm a pretty fine piece of cake, and I'm done waiting around. :>"

Kiss Me

I love pulling down my panties, I love being told to pull down my panties. I think the woman in this picture is pulling them down so her lover can kiss her there.

Passion

MISGUIDED ANGEL
(Margo and Michael Timmins)

I said "Mama, he's crazy and he scares me
But I want him by my side
though he's wild and he's bad
and sometimes just plain mad
I need him to keep me satisfied"

I said "Papa, don't cry cause it's alright
And I see you in some of his ways
Though he might not give me the life that you wanted
I'll love him the rest of my days"

Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead

I said "Brother, you speak to me of passion
You said never to settle for nothing less
Well, it's in the way he walks,
it's in the way he talks
His smile, his anger and his kisses"

I said "Sister, don't you understand?
He's all I ever wanted in a man
I'm tired of sittin' around the T.V. every night
Hoping I'm finding a Mr. Right"

Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer
Black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead

He says "Baby, don't listen to what they say
There comes a time when you have to break away"
He says "Baby there are things we all cling to all our life
It's time to let them go and become my wife"

Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer
Black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead

This song used too be about a specific man, and today it means something else. It just came to my mind as I was pondering men, sex, and relationships. Although, I have my heart broken too many times, I have experienced great passion. Thank You God. True great passion does touch something beyond. Once you've tasted it, you can't settle for anything less.

On Love

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love."

And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you follow him,

Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to him,

Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,

Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.

Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,

So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.

He threshes you to make you naked.

He sifts you to free you from your husks.

He grinds you to whiteness.

He kneads you until you are pliant;

And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,

Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,

Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.

Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;

For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.

But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.

To know the pain of too much tenderness.

To be wounded by your own understanding of love;

And to bleed willingly and joyfully.

To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;

To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;

To return home at eventide with gratitude;

And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

from

The PROPHET, by Kahlil Gibran

What is it that I desire? ........It is passion.........a surrendering, letting go.....exaltation.......

Thinking Sex

Sex ..... something so complexly layered.......Been having sex for some 19 years. wow......I have always been a really sexual creature from a very early age......I don't ever remember feeling innocent......It continually gets better and better with each lover that I have explored with. I feel such a release when being sexual...lately, I have really enjoyed my submissive side greatly...it provides such a wonderful break from having to be in control all the time, sometimes I crave this at certain times......Still I know I'm limited.... that there is so much more...... Although I have experimented alot, I can lack real intimacy, I'm extremely shy. Sometimes I cry after sex, which means that I really needed something released and feel safe enough to do so. My lover is so sweet about this and always asks if I'm okay. I like to be held extra afterward, it really makes me feel loved. Sometimes I feel too sexual, I have had my share of negative experiences with stupid boys when I was younger and some things still hurt. I have been raped. I never really stopped long enough to think about it. I never even cried about it. I wish I could regain my innocence in a way. I know what it feels like to be different sexually, especially the spanking thing, at first I felt such shame and embarrassment, I know what its like to try and repress something and then feel it even more. I feel that I'm not quite in touch with myself in a way, what is it that I'm truly craving, needing, desiring.

Another Woman in Need of a Spanking

Cute Nighty Spankings

I Love Retro Spankings

Want Spanked

I've always loved this comic...the expression on her face reminds me of how I feel when I'm spanked. Often times I am secretly smiling.

Sexy Little Bubblebath

I adore sexy bubblebaths. To be washed completely from head to toe, with extra attention to my sexy places. I love how slippery soapy skin feels. Such a loving thing to do is to bathe someone. I would feel very loved and very relaxed. Lotion would be wonderful as well. And lots of kisses on all the freshly washed sexyspots.....would I need a good girl spanking before or after hummm??? I'll let J decide.

Dear Readers

I just wanted to let my readers know a few things. First I have switched to Blogger Beta which still has a few glitches to be worked out. Currently I am unable to post comments on other peoples blogs, hopefully soon this will be worked out. Also, blogger doesn't show my blog as being updated, even when it is anymore, so please check in. I would like to thank Angelgirl in Love for her wonderful post mentioning me as a Gemini and also to Ceeci for all of her encouragement.

Silk Lace and Little Bows

I would look so cute in this.

I've always thought that if my pussy was a flower it would be an orchid.....

Beauty

Evening Mood
William-Adolphe Bouguereau

A Pretty in Pinkened Ass

I love being spanked on a Sunday morning because its an unusual time for it and it makes me feel extra naughty. J told me to get the bath brush again and I resisted a little, but he said he'd spank me even harder if I didn't get up and get it....giggles...I think its the best ever.....It made my lily white ass blush so nicely.... One thing I like with this brush is that it makes beautiful blushes of color, not scary looking marks and it seems to make my butt sore for longer afterward. He held my ankles during the spanking, while I was laying over some pillows, and I really loved that. He also kept telling me to touch myself during the spanking. This sounds crazy, but I think spanking is making my ass in better shape because I'm tightening my muscles more.

More Tinkerbelle Spanking

What is it about Tinkerbelle that makes her so spankable?

Girl on Girl Spanking

Normally I like my spankings from a big strong man, but I really think this pic is exquisite.

Japanese Penguin Spanking

I've been a naughty girl

I need spanked, and a cute pink nightie....

The One Dollar Bathbrush from Target

Wow! I think I have achieved spanking perfection. As I was scouring Target's dollar bin I discovered the 2nd to last bath brush! It was the only bin that was nearly empty. Anyways, I had heard all the hype about bath brushes and just had to indulge myself. When J swatted me with it for the first time I had one of those silent screams where my whole body was shocked. He was even amazed at its power. I could easily see how it could be too much. But it really gave me the perfect spanking. My butt was a lovely shade of red, and absolutely no bruises, which I detest. It was very warming and the sensation lasted for a long time. What was really different and kinkier than the actual spanking was J brushing my legs with the bathbrush in between spanks. It was an odd feeling, I liked the dichotomy of sensations. It was sensational.

Latest Sex Related News

I was flogged on Friday....then spanked on Saturday. Saturday I had a really gratifying orgasm, one of those that leaves me feeling satisfied and complete, rather than making me just want another one.

I now officially have a sex drawer. Right now it contains; KY warming, a purple silk scarf, some pink ribbons, a wooden spanker thing, a feather boa, a glass dildo, a catholic schoolgirl skirt, really nice nylon cord, a hairbrush, and clothes pins.

It's funny but I've been having sex for about 20 years now, I've done a great deal of experimenting and I'm pretty secure in my own sexuality but I still feel shy around my boyfriend sometimes.

So Cute

Who's My Daddy?

Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Daddy Dearest Why You Love Him: He gives good spankings

Who's Your Daddy?

How I met J, Our Love Story

I was just starting a new job and J had just left where I was working and moved 220 miles away. All the single girls where I worked where scouting out the place for cute guys. One day we were all talking and this woman jokingly said "there's no one here for you L, I know, I looked". I knew she was joking but something about it really hurt me. I was ready to meet someone and there was no one I really would consider dating. I can't date the average man he has to be something special, different, unique. He has to have views and ideals that fit with my own. Well my job trainer said "you want me to fix you up"?...and I said okay...and she said "what kind of guy are you looking for"? ...and I thought for a moment and said a "smart guy".....then she got to thinking and said "my friend J!" ..."he lives in Aztlantis which isn't so far away"....I had never been fixed up with anyone like this, I was reluctant, but she really thought we'd get along....so I shyly emailed him and then he emailed me back and then we were emailing each other all day everyday. Turns out we had been living down the street from each other for about 2 years! yet we never met. We both had jobs that allowed us to email each other constantly.....everyday when I got to work I'd have a new email waiting for me..."Good Morning Beautiful" he would write... he was always so sweet and romantic calling me sweet little pet names and sending song lyrics and cool links... it was wonderful...I remember actually feeling in love with him before we ever met. Finally we decided to talk on the phone, we were both so nervous but, we talked for hours and hours....and then continued to email each other all day and then talked for hours every night... we talked about everything under the sun. I asked him soo many questions....it got to be where we were both soo tired but couldn't stop talking to each other... I felt high .....it felt like we were in each others heads....I had never felt so connected to someone...one day at work I was walking and suddenly felt like I knew he was going to be in my life for a while, I just knew.....We would dream about each other all the time.... it was crazy...I was almost glad when the initial rush of new love was subsiding because I was soo exhausted. We decided to meet after a month....I was sooo nervous....I was already in love with him as a person before I ever saw his face.....love songs all pertained to us....I felt so great just waking up in the morning because of him.....I'll never forget when we first saw each other face to face....He is very big and I am very small... He was such a gentleman, he brought me a present which was one of his favorite books...we had coffee at a cute little European coffeeshop and then went and walked around downtown...he took me to my favorite chocolate shop and we took the chocolates and went and had a glass of red wine.... I remember he gently touched my hair ...and later reached out and held my hand across the table.....the following weekend he visited again and we continued to email constantly writing each other erotic stories and silly skits and being as creative as possible via the internet....he drove 440 miles every other weekend for an entire year seeing me from Fri til Sunday. He would do all these wonderful things that I had always wished for. He is the smartest guy I know and so much more ... He finally moved here a few months ago....I've been a challenge to say the least but he has always been there for me even when I have pushed him away from fear. He is the strongest man I have ever met, more than physically, he is the most gentle man too. He has taught more than he knows....I respect him more than any other man ever...I feel like I've never been my true self in a relationship except with him...He seems to have awakened some things in me I thought were gone forever....He is my favorite man.

Saturday Night Sexcapades

Last night my honey tied me up on the bed face up with both my arms spread and tied to the bed with some pretty purple scarves. He started out tickling me!.. which was torture.... He then pushed up my skirt and told me to lift my legs so he could spank me, he held on to my ankles and spanked me soo hard. Being spanked in this position was exquisite... He quickly took off my skirt and panties, pushed up my shirt then pinched, kissed and licked my nipples.....Loved not knowing what he was going to do next....he pushed himself into my pussy and moved himself in and out very deeply in all the good ways.....then he helped me orgasm by rubbing my clit up and down really fast over and over... he had me riding just on the verge of orgasming for such long time, but it was hard to just let go, but when I did, I had the most intense orgasms ever.... I came 3 more times like that.... it was an incredible sexual high....then he asked me how many times I came and teased me about being such a naughty girl....which turns me on so much.... with me still tied up he then put himself in my ass .... I wasn't in any pain at all, but felt entirely delirious...the feeling was so intense for me that I have to just about be in the mist of orgasm to be able to take it....so he rubbed my clit some more and finally I couldn't take it anymore and asked him to untie my hands which he did.... then he leaned all the way on top of me and put himself all the way inside me and I came really hard right when he did...there was lots of mention of oh my god on both our parts and then....I started to vibrate intensely....It (the vibrations) were in my face and arms and legs, it was in some kind of altered state...the vibrations lasted for a while after...Never had a vibrating experience before like that....it was wonderful....It almost felt like I was going to pass out or was on nitrous oxide.....there was no other reason for me to vibrate like that...I wasn't on any substances and had eaten, so I really can't explain it, except that the orgasms were so intense and the anal sex seems to be an extra release for me. Just when I think I've experienced everything something new comes along. I wonder if anyone else has had a similar experience?....

Tagged again!

Tagged by Ceeci :)

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.


1. I'm a good dreamer, many times being lucid or going into astral projection.

2. I'm just now learning to accept myself for who I am.

3. I'm uber liberal.

4. I secretly like celebrity gossip.

5. I burn a stick of nag champa incense at the end of every day when I'm ready to relax.

6. I suffer from vertigo from time to time.

7. I sometimes eat in my sleep and wakeup with crumbs in the bed.

8. I really want to go ballroom dancing.

I'm not sure who I'm going to tag.

Spank Spanker Spanking Spanked Spankee

....feeling bitchy today. Someone needs to pull my little self over their knee, pull down my panties, and spank my cute bottom, til its the perfect shade of red.

Saturday Night in Suburbia

I knew I was in for it when J asked me to get extra paint sticks while we were at the home improvement store. He was in a spanky mood. Later at home, he spanked me with the new flogger, the paint stick, which actually broke, and our wooden toy we use. This spanking was very different than Thursdays spanking, he pushed my limits. I was really squirmy, making all kinds of woman being spanked noises. He was relentless with the spanks, my butt was getting so hot it was such wonderful anguish. He eventually blindfolded me and completely undressed me. I sucked on him in between spankings. We played with a little glass toy that I have, and then he got out the KY warming gel and he put it all over my pussy, my ass and my nipples. It felt so wonderful, I love that stuff. He put the glass toy in my pussy and the he put himself in my ass, it was so intense. It felt so pleasurable to be doubly penetrated, I felt so filled up, and my orgasms were oh so intense. My legs were shaking, I felt exhausted and relaxed. He held me close afterward.

Fabulous Flogging

Wow...I never thought I'd be flogged ever..... I swore I'd never ever even be spanked with anything but his hand and now I've tried a belt, a paddle and today I got flogged. When I was at J's house today, he tied my wrists together and then went in search of something to spank me with, and made an impromptu flogger ( he's so talented in more ways than one). Looking at it, I didn't think it could do much..... but it was fabulous, a unique sensation to say the least. It was like warm fuzzy pain...it made me purrr......every nerve in my ass and thighs were tingling. I could be flogged forever, it was actually relaxing and comforting. I was in a really cozy inner space. It was a different kind of spanking experience for me. Instead of the spanking reaching a crescendo of intensity over and over, it was more like a plateau of sensation was maintained with the flogger. There really is a finesse to spanking, there is rhythm to be achieved. Today by body was an instrument, my man a virtuoso.

Good Girl Spankings

I think that I've figured out that my boyfriend only seems to spank me when I'm being good. I bet he thinks he's clever. Its not like I've actually been bad lately, but we have been fighting. You'd think he'd want to spank me all the more, since it calms me down. Its interesting the different types of spanking relationships that are out there. Ours is mainly erotic, and I still haven't figured out if he likes it or not, but he does do a good job. His hand seems to be getting stronger and stingier. Is this going to force me to be a more compliant girlfriend?...I wonder.

Celebrity Spanko Fantasy

Still...sigh....not getting any real spankings, so here's a list of manly celebrities I wish could spank me;

all of the James Bonds...especially Pierce Brosnan
Brad Pitt
Leonardo De Caprio
Antonio Banderas
Rhett Butler...he really should have spanked Scarlett.

Mythological Spanker Man

Well, since I'm not getting any real spankings lately, I thought I'd write about one of my favorite men, Mythological Spanker Man (does he exist?).....First of all, he'd be psychic, and know exactly when I most desperately need to be spanked. He'd sense the frustration in me and what ever other feelings that I'd want spanked away. He'd be full of this wonderful strong masculine energy....I'd feel weak in my knees in his presence. He'd have my heart beating faster and faster, with just a stern look. I would get that oh no feeling in my tummy.....and be a little scared yet excited, but trusting him at the same time. Sometimes, what I think I crave is simply male energy......I like knowing that he'd take me as far as I need to go. He tells me he thinks I've been naughty or a bad girl and he thinks I need a spanking. This verbiage always makes me so embarrassed.... I love it. I smile such a mischievous little smile, like I have a wonderful secret. (which is that I love to be spanked) He'd sense apprehension in me and tell me that I'd better take my spanking like a good girl or he'll spank me even harder. I'd take a deep breath and lay myself across his knees awaiting my punishment. I 'd feel his hard dick underneath me, I love it when I realize a man gets hard from spanking me. There's always a lovely pause right before the first spanks ... I take a deep breath and..... smack.... his hand comes down hard on my cheeks. I'd scream a little and jump, then I feel his strong arms holding me in place, enjoying that feeling of reassurance and restraint...... More rapid spanks with me wiggling and moaning. He then tells me to pull down my panties and I resist mostly just cause I like to resist.....and like seeing a display of his strength..... he then makes me pull them down. I can feel how turned on he is, I know he likes to bare my ass, caress it, rub it, and make it sting. He spanks me harder and harder until I can't possibly take anymore. He lets up for a just a few seconds and kisses my hot cheeks sweetly. Patiently, he continues the process, bringing me closer and closer to my limits. He can sense the changes that take place in me and is lovingly sweet and tender, brushing my hair away from my face and rubbing my clit, feeling how soaking wet he has made me. He won't let up until I have been thoroughly spanked, and then spanked some more. Afterward, I feel relieved and spent, physically and emotionally, with a sense of comfort and satisfaction. He pulls me up and kisses me and I can see love in his eyes and feel the excitement in his lap......He sexily rubs my bottom and then gives me the absolute best loving ever.... taking me to a whole new level......after which I feel kind of breathless and reborn.....like I went on a mental and physical journey. Spanking to me is a whole miniature drama, a timeless tale, a great play where I can always play my favorite part........

Spanking Flashback

Now this is strange even by my standards. I haven't had the opportunity for any kind of play in about two weeks due to all kinds of life getting in the way. Haven't even thought about spanking...... But other day my butt was kind of sore for no reason at all, it actually felt good. If I didn't know any better I would have thought that I had been spanked the night before. I wonder did I pull a muscle and it just happened to be one that feels good? Or is it some kind of spanking flashback or maybe I have a dream spanker.

Feeling Bratty

Really feeling hormonal, wish my boyfriend would take it upon himself to pull me over his knee and spank the bitchiness out of me. I know this is what I need, I have always needed this, I guess I just never knew it. I told him I needed a monthly PMS spanking, we weren't able to play any, but maybe he will remember for next time. What man wouldn't want to be able to cure premenstral moodiness with a spanking? It is so hard to have a spanking relationship with a kid in the house. Are there any quiet spanking implements? Have decided there will be more role playing going on soon after reading today's Spanko Sunday brunch at My Bottom Smarts. My inner school girl needs some serious discipline.

The God Of Spanking

Tagged By Ceeci

Wow I've been tagged! I feel so included. Thank-You :)

Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Internet help desk
2. Mom
3. Retail sales
4. Admisistrative Assistant

Four movies I would watch over and over:
1. Waking Life
2. What the Bleep DO We Know?
3. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
4. Life is Beautiful

Four places I have lived:
1. Arcata California
2. Asheville North Carolina
3. Miami Florida
4. Eugene Oregon

Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. The O.C.
2. The Simpsons
3. That 70's Show
4. Any mindless sitcom

Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Key West
2. Europe
3. Victoria B.C.
4. Charleston S.C.

Four web sites I visit often:

1. Google
2. Foodnetwork
3. Astronet
4. Blogs, blogs and more blogs

Four friends or family that have been tagged that I think will respond:

1. I actually dont know of anyone else who hasnt already been tagged. Kind of new around here.

Four of my favorite foods:
1. Tom Yum Soup
2. Creme Brulee
3. Thai Steak Salad
4. Fried Okra

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. On a beach
2. In bed with J
3. Napping with my 2 kitties
4. Astral Realm

Be Careful What You Ask For

I told my boyfriend not to worry about hurting me today and i also asked if he could spank me with his belt. Now im sitting on a very sore ass. This was probably the most intense spanking I've ever had. I almost had to say stop. I couldnt stay still and I almost cried. He kept saying "are you alright?" and i kept saying yes. Although, I noticed that i was getting more and more spacey and out of it. I think I was screaming really loudly. The belt at first was pleasurable with little electric shock like stinginess, untill he did it harder and then it really hurt. He paddled me with a piece of wood and used his hand also, so it was a many layered spanking. We also had anal sex so i am completely exhausted and spent...in a very good way. I know I'll sleep really good tonight. Its funny but spanking seems to cure insomnia for me.

Happy Birthday to Me

birthday spanking

first we did a little shopping and J bought me these cutest little ruffled bikini panties with matching bra and another pair of lacey hot pink skirted panties. Then we went out for Thai food, my favorite. Next a wonderful trip to the chocolate fetish for my favorite handmade chocolates. We then went to a fashion show called "transform the revolution" which was very avant garde, I loved it. Then went to a great little place and had lavender infused cream and vodka... Yummy....He mentioned spanking 2 times that evening in public "don't I have to get home and spank you?" but miraculously no one heard...( or did they?) later he said it was part of my punishment... Got home late and I put on the panties and bra and I thought I looked so cute, I felt so girlie and feminine. ..... He said come on and I went over to him and he bent me over his knee. J really likes teasing me with the spankings ...He kept giving me these little spankings with our spanking thing and then when I least expected it he would give me a really hard spank.....He used his hand a lot too....He would spank me for a while til my butt was burning hot making me squirm, then he'd pull me up so I was standing infront of him and gently lower me down between his legs where his penis was aching for me to put it in my mouth so I obliged, sucking and licking......Then he'd nudge for me to stand back up and he'd bend me over his knee again and spank me even more ... Told me to pull down my panties and I slowly pulled them to just below my butt and he said "now that IS really cute".....We went back and forth like this for atleast an hour.... spankings and blow jobs...He later tied my wrists together which just enhanced everything.... As the spanking's grew more intense I noticed that I was sucking on him with more and more passion and sheer pleasure of making him soo happy cause he was making me soo happy with all the spankings......Lets just say I was a naughty naughty girl...and also a really really good girl all at the same time....I love it when he tells me things like that....I really noticed how spanking can make me soo light headed its like a drug...He pulled me onto his face at one point and had had the most delicious orgasm I practically melted on his face.....Oh then he layed me on my back and told me to spread my legs and gave me pussy spankings, not really hard but I almost came and it was so erotic...Especially when he told me to to spread them even wider. I must have really been in another state of mind cause I'm having a hard time remembering everything......I have a mirror across from my bed and I could watch the pussy spankings .....After that he asked me where I wanted him to come and I just couldn't answer...I don't know if it was cause I feeling so submissive from the spankings or what ...Finally he spanked me harder and harder until I finally had to say my pussy .....He got on top of me and gently fucked me til I came again and then he did.....We later ate the rest of the chocolates and he held me the whole night....I am more in love than ever with my man... he really made my birthday one to remember.

Spanking Theory

After admitting to myself that I totally love this spanking thing...I went on a quest to figure out exactly why I like it so much. This was partially because I still felt embarrassed about it it and partially because its just soooo fascinating to me. I'm a parent and lately my kid has been very challenging to say the least. I found myself researching parenting methods online. I did some reading about how kids secretly crave discipline by a loving parent, it makes them feel safe, loved and secure. I then realized that this may be partly where my desire to be spanked comes from. I would never spank my child though. I was spanked until I was about 7 , then they mysteriously stopped . I don't really wish that I was spanked more as a child, but I do think that some of the butterfly's in the tummy and the tingly good feelings are rooted in my childhood, at least for me. It is comforting to have a spanking partner that will provide this. Spanking feels like I'm loved.